a brand new lunar new year, which started off pretty well, but flaws settled as the hours passed. there are some important truths in life, which i realised in the hours that passed since the breaking of dawn. firstly, i'm smitten by liu yi fei, and i've to find ways to overcome this desire for her, hahas. secondly, if we settle down and do nothing, boredom will settle in, which forces you to do certain things that you'd not want to, and they might be against your morals. i too, must find a solution to this problem. for the former, perhaps i can learn how to appreciate her, instead of getting all smitten and delirious. as for the latter, i think i should get a hobby, a pastime. i believe that would help. yes, i'm sure it will!

i need a burst of adrenaline and enthusiasm!