i just took a run, and it did help with the sorting of thoughts. even though, i had made a grave mistake, i will worry no more. more often than not, people worry about the past and the future. what they neglect is the present. thus, instead of worrying about the mistakes i've incurred and the regrets that i resulted in, i will focus & live the present to the fullest. i'm gonna live my days, as if they were my last, & do what i can to improve my life, as well as for the others. this life is really a privilege given by God, and if i were to waste it on the past mistakes and continue procrastinating my life away, it would be worse, isn't it?

thus, my resolution: live my life to the fullest!