procrastination has started to kick in, and it's time to keep it under control. honestly, and truthfully, i have to start clearing up and organise my study table, and life as a whole. without organisation and coherence, nothing will be accomplished and succeeded.

on the other hand, yesterday i felt the temptation of lust. in prior to that, i realised that such desires are perfectly normal, in fact, it just shows that your hormones are working along well. however, it's important to keep it under control and resist lust. besides, such resistance to lust or any other temptation and desire, such as greed, are basically just trails and tribulations that we go through and the tougher tests, the greater your value is to the kingdom. therefore, upon passing the test you face in the present, those in the future will be intensified. prove your worth, prove your existence, glorify the Lord!

nicholas, go and organise your life!