Saturday, October 18, 2008

all the best to the O-levelers!

we know that this road has been long and arduous, but you're already sprinting the last lap, why not give it your best shot and throw in everything that you've got, even if it's just a surge of confidence or a breath of air. extinguish it and push your limits to the fullest and beyond! show the world what you're made of, and be an impact in the world and a contribution to the society in the future!

i have felt the agony of those who fear. i have seen the streaming crystalline tears of sorrow and anxiety, and i feel for them. do not worry, fret not! conquer those fears and inhibitions, give it a twist of grace, and use it to your advantage. focus and concentrate on whatever resources and time left, make full good use of them, and extend the potential of such precious time. practise your math and sciences, memorise your humanities, syncronise your mind for the major battle that lay before you. have faith and believe in yourself. you can do it!

jiayous!

i have been reflecting on my life and the way i have been carrying it out. far from perfect would be a perfect potray of my life, and i believe that it is the time when change occurs and improve my circumstances. time will always be passable, and it'll significantly extinguish itself, with the passing of the seconds.

however, whether we grasp the significance of time, is another matter, and whether we grab the opportunities that come along in our life, is yet another matter that is worthy of our food for thought. chances do not come along that easily, neither is it as occasional as a shooting star. however, what is important is the ability to identify such opportunities that come by, because once this particular opportunity slips past, you do not know when will the next similar chance come by.therefore, recognise such blessings, push its potential to the fullest and bring yourself to the next level in life!

focus and concentration is crucial in life

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

in hope to lead a day of western culture, i decided to take leave from my air-conditioned bedroom and head down to my garden for a sun-bath, also known as a sun-tanning session. however, all was futile when the dark clouds roam in, leaving me in the shadows. i guess God too, noticed my procrasinating actions, and decides to correct me, before it's too late. without any options, i retreated upstairs for a bath, in defeat... i guess life does work in an interesting way...

alright, back to organising my life, and room...

alright, nicholas, go and organise your life

starting with your study table, followed by your room, and then your life

and a nice shower would be something good to start off with...

procrastination has started to kick in, and it's time to keep it under control. honestly, and truthfully, i have to start clearing up and organise my study table, and life as a whole. without organisation and coherence, nothing will be accomplished and succeeded.

on the other hand, yesterday i felt the temptation of lust. in prior to that, i realised that such desires are perfectly normal, in fact, it just shows that your hormones are working along well. however, it's important to keep it under control and resist lust. besides, such resistance to lust or any other temptation and desire, such as greed, are basically just trails and tribulations that we go through and the tougher tests, the greater your value is to the kingdom. therefore, upon passing the test you face in the present, those in the future will be intensified. prove your worth, prove your existence, glorify the Lord!

nicholas, go and organise your life!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

just finished my dinner, and had a rejuvenating bath. the past two days have been fulfilling, and i have learnt a lot about myself within these two days. in the process, i managed to have fun, and enjoyment in my work is evidently shown.

speaking of which, due to the fact that my bus journey back home, earlier just now, was a relatively long one, and it was a good time for me to reflect on my life, as well as the flaws that i held within me. it was indeed a time of enlightenment, and i am truly thankful for that period of personal understanding. it was a time whereby i could realised and understood the differences in lust and love, and i finally realised the reason to failure in my past relationship.

love; giving at the expense of oneself
lust; taking at the expense of others

i focussed too much on the latter, and overlooked on the former...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

my life has been like a fleeting cloud, since the end of the end of year examinations, and it has not been exactly interesting for the past few hours. hopefully, the momentum will pick up and i will dwell into productive work.

firstly, i believe that it's a good time to draw up a schedule or plan for the next few weeks to come, and maybe some reading up in preparation for next year would do some good, especially in the field of academics. apart from that, my hunger pangs for good books have commenced it's operations, and i believe that it's high time to satisfy them. maybe some spiritual growth would do some good?

who knows?

alright, i came across this interesting catchphrase, that i thought i could share

you choose the way to live, but not the way you die

food for thought

Friday, October 10, 2008

boredom murders. though the exams have barely ended hours ago, i think it's time to draw up a priority and planning list, so that i'll be able to maximise the full potential of time that i have within my grasp. perhaps it is also advisable to start reading some topics in prior to the major examination in a year's time.

all the best, to those who have yet to take their exams!

finally. the exams are over and out. the last paper was not exactly simple, and a little critical thinking is essential for a distinction of the good and bad. firstly, i want to thank all those who wished me well-wishes and those who prayed for me. i'm sure that without your nice gestures, the examination would not have passed by as smoothly. therefore, my heartfelt gratitude should be extended to you.

the long and short of it, thank you!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

i have to study physics now

i must study physics now

i'll study physics now

i have been thinkin about this, classify it under random thoughts, if you wish

but yes, you're darn right, you're no worth it

not worth my time, not worth my affections

perhaps someone better has just yet to arrive

or maybe she has, but i'm not taking any chances

yes, definitely. it has been a while since i posted an entry on this lifeless blog. oh wells, i had to take sometime off from this lifeless creature too, just in case, it swallows me with procrastination.

but yes, life's been passing by me, real fast, and times flies. come to think of it, tomorrow's my last paper of the year, the world really revolves around me, in a blink of an eye. maybe it's not the time to do some reflections for the year, but the mood complements it.

a year of breakthroughs and revelations

a year of failures and understanding them

a year of understanding oneself better